Thursday, June 11, 2009

TO mr. P

nothing special bout today justmisshimalotsagain
suppose to go tuition at 10 for add.math & chem at 2.30
but i hate to wake up so early in the morning except for school days
so i ffk steph and yein again although steph said she can fetch me =X sorry

tis article actually is for Mr. P
today, i was waiting Mr.P to sit for the test of undang
and I've no idea why i was so nervous at that time =X
i was praying him to pass his test when he not reply me..
i fell asleep while i praying LOL
when i awoke, i checked my inbox and every msg he sent to me is full wif "T.T"
1st i thought he failed his test wif 41 over 50
then after that he told me that he get 49 over 50 and one more question to get full marks
he not satisfied with his awesome result and yet still mumbling
feel like wanna slap him off xDD i sked i cant pass ehh T T
yesterday, he invited me and fai to go pyramid on sat to celebrate we pass our undang
so i gonna use tis reason to tel my mom for letting me out xD
then, he told me he cant go anymore coz he has to listen the 6 hrs kursus amali =X
is like WTF? sat gonna be the last day i could hang out wif them and he gonna ffk us ?
i was like so mad then throw my phone on the wall AGAIN ==
and again..i fell asleep
awoke again at 1313, and he told that he changed the date to next sat
and afterwards, AGAIN, he said not yet confirm wif his frens... GOSHHH!!!
MR.P:
first, eu make me so happy cause can hang out wif euu again
then, euu spoil my mood cause euu cant go anymore *i know its wasn't ur fault but i still not happy with it.. sorry
last, euu said euu changed the date to next sat so i was happy again
finally, euu told me that eu not yet confirm with ur frens..
goshh!! euu make my mood swing up side down
ur words, actions can effect my mood *i know euu knew it
so PLEASE, do not do it again =X
*hope Mr.P wont get angry when saw tis =PP
and now.. i think i cannot go with them.. cause argue with my mom again..
she said i on9 for the whole day in tis holiday
what to do?
she doesn't let me out with my frens
so i have to stay at home and online
and now, she not satisfied with it ?
wat else eu wan me to do right now ?
i wanna sleep, eu dont let too
i am a human being, i want FREEDOMSSSS & also PRIVACY!!!!
and now, euu not giving me tis but want me to be a nerd daughter
no online, STUDY 99 to get an awesome result that euu wan in SPM ?
stop calling me to STUDY during holiday
cant i just hv a little bit of freedom?
after holiday i promised i gonna work hard and euu dont trust ?
so what can i do?
ignore euu? euu said im not respecting eu
tell euu ? euu said i wanna argue with you
when i wan to talk to you, eu dont wanna listen and scold me
so wat eu wan me to do ?
im not a MACHINE !!!
i just wan to talk wif you nicely.. i feel very unfair now..
but when i tell you, euu scold me again and again =X
so what do euu expect now ?
im such a failure
no friendship, no love.. and now.. even my mom oso started to hate me..
i gonna suicide sum day, im so hatefull
oh yaa, and the pic of the ic i posted is THEN YAO FAI xDD
ღ by maycihh <3

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