heart totally broken in the birthday cardyou told me to be happy & think positively so i would not feel sad anymoreso yeah, i tried my best to get rid of the sadness from my heartand yes, i did it.. the sadness walks away itself while happiness stay inside my hearti thought happiness gonna stay inside my heart for a long period of timeBUTin turns another way roundyou not happy what your best friend had did to youi told you it was a jokebut you just ignore my words and walks awayso now i know, I'm nothing for you, not effective at alli thought if your friend explains to you what is going on so you will be fineyou messaged him and asked for the answerhe is fine but you still not satisfied with ityou said his answer is too cold for youyou said they don't even care about youyou said they can live happily without youyou said they gonna leave you some daysand you added the phrase "even you"i did nothing wrong & just stay at your side to cheer you up hope that you will be fine soonbutwhat i get back is HURTbecause of the FRIENDSHIP, you blame the RELATIONSHIP tooyou not gonna put the efforts in both of the -ship anymore because you think that it is going to end it some daysyou are losing the confidence on itand now you are just care about the result of examyou don't even care about my feeli didn't force you to be with mei didn't want anything from youi learnt how to let you have freedomI've changednot the small girl that always want you to reply my messageto be with me 24 hrsI've change to become a independent girl i cheer myself up to cheer you upwhenever i feel bored, i will try my best to cheer myself up againjust some times i going to mumbling for family stuffswhenever I'm sad, i try not to let you know so that you can concentrate in your studynow, i have learnt to keep the feeling inside my heart so i won't effect your moodbut slowly,i found out thati am not that effective to youi am just a dust or even a microorganism in your heart you can remove it so easilyyour friend(s) are much more important than medo not denyi know it is the factor maybe the books, the result is the most important thingsi am nothing for you anymore <>or maybe from the beginning, im already nothingby c I h <3

in the birthday card
you told me to be happy & think positively so i would not feel sad anymore
so yeah, i tried my best to get rid of the sadness from my heart
and yes, i did it.. the sadness walks away itself while happiness stay inside my heart
i thought happiness gonna stay inside my heart for a long period of time
BUT
in turns another way round
you not happy what your best friend had did to you
i told you it was a joke
but you just ignore my words and walks away
so now i know, I'm nothing for you, not effective at all
i thought if your friend explains to you what is going on so you will be fine
you messaged him and asked for the answer
he is fine
but you still not satisfied with it
you said his answer is too cold for you
you said they don't even care about you
you said they can live happily without you
you said they gonna leave you some days
and you added the phrase "even you"
i did nothing wrong & just stay at your side to cheer you up
hope that you will be fine soon
but
what i get back is HURT
because of the FRIENDSHIP, you blame the RELATIONSHIP too
you not gonna put the efforts in both of the -ship anymore because you think that it is going to end it some days
you are losing the confidence on it
and now you are just care about the result of exam
you don't even care about my feel
i didn't force you to be with me
i didn't want anything from you
i learnt how to let you have freedom
I've changed
not the small girl that always
want you to reply my message
to be with me 24 hrs
I've change to become a independent girl
i cheer myself up to cheer you up
whenever i feel bored, i will try my best to cheer myself up again
just some times i going to mumbling for family stuffs
whenever I'm sad, i try not to let you know so that you can concentrate in your study
now, i have learnt to keep the feeling inside my heart
so i won't effect your mood
but slowly,
i found out that
i am not that effective to you
i am just a dust or even a microorganism in your heart
you can remove it so easily
your friend(s) are much more important than me
do not deny
i know it is the fact
or maybe the books, the result is the most important things
i am nothing for you anymore <>
or maybe from the beginning, im already nothing

by c I h <3