two days' story xD

ytd was the last day of school before holiday start
me + bendan + baby + doctor decided to pontengg.. im not ponteng.. coz i told my mom i went to cut hair and hanggai xD
then met fai at silva, go ftz play dota =) seriously fun lo
1st time dominating (; cool ehh xD
then played left4dead wif baby and nut.. not bad too
but i saw sumthing that makes me really not song
him and her were so damn close AGAIN ==
that is why i not really like to out wif her if he is ther =X
so my jealousy comes again == but nasib baby so understand me..
she accompany me whole day, if not i gonna emo whole dayy =X *thx baby, muackss
after that went mian dui mian mkn
at ther.. we saw a cute + lengzai guy
me n baby are like nvr c lengzai b4 xD so we used baby camera took his pic xD
baby haven send me so i cant upload =X
then went for pool
i 1st time play and get a gud result
keep in gehh =) is really fun
but dont kno why when we playing the last game, me n baby's mood dropped.. while doctor was so excited
== so sienz that time..
then bendan home d, me fai baby doctor went for hair cut
after i washed my hair, the sei fai said i look like the WITCH in left4dead * =X
me n baby cut almost the same but hers' is shorter
so baby's mom fetch us home.. then her moom keep on scolding her..
said she hates tis kind of hair style
and said like kena dog bites xD i laugh until so damn loud coz is really funny xD
so when i reached home, i showed my mom my new hair xD
she said everything is ok but except the fringe, so i go toilet cut myself............
and my hair now like SO DAMN WEIRD
regret d.. i've no potential to bcome a hair stylist =X

today went lagoon wif a big crowd
bendan not going coz his mom cant fetch him =X
haiz.. not really in mood when reached pyramid..
then went kim gary wif fai
we went lagoon bout 12 sumthing
started our lagoon journey from wet park
kena bully by THEN YAO FAI =X
hand injured abit =X iissshhh.. sei bitch xD haha
then went dry park.. all of us were like so damn tired.. no energy to move anymore =X
and fai's leg allergic so after dry park
we went for bath then went SCREAM PARK
shit lo... was so damn scary =X
the ghost was chasing me coz i look small size and keep on shouting =X
the ghost keep on telling me to go with a damn scary voice.. so i keep jumping and told them i was going LOL`
I HATE THEM ! I HATE GHOST ! *although they are PPL =X
i suppose to hold fai's hand to finish the journey.. but he suddenly bcome invisible..
i cant find him.. so i just SHUI BIAN hold a ppl's hand, and that was TMK
hahas, his hand kena catch until so damn pain.. my scream's voice was sked him xD sorry ==
xin wei was so damn courage lo.. she was the leader and dont even scream =X pui fokk her d =)
then.. went to hv our lunch at 5.30 at wong kok
total is RM111.85 and wailing paid it o.O so richh xD
then went for pool AGAIN.. i gonna be POOL ADDICT ==
and later, i cant sleep coz at 1a.m, i gonna watch terminator with my family =X
pity me =X my eyes almost cant open but still forced to go coz they booked the ticket zzz

*if bendan going, he gonna protect me when playing scream park, unfortunately, he not going =X haiz.. miss him ALOTS
ღ by maycihh <3

life is just so unfair because we are girl

baby is facing some problems
all i can do right now is give her some advices that is helpful =X
because i quite similar with her
our fate
our thoughts
even our ex are also almost the same =X
so we know each other quite well
we found out that.. boys *some of them... are so selfish
they just care about themselves..

we gave them a lot lot lot of things like :
when they wanna play games, we just let them play no matter how long it takes
when they wanna yamcha with friends, we just let them go no matter how long will it be
when they wanna time for rest, we just let them rest no matter how long it takes
when they wanna freedom *do not want to MSG, we will just let them go although our heart are bleeding
when they wanna care, we gave them all we have so they wont feel lonely

but.. when we :
wanna hangout with friends *girls, they will jealous?! and scold us like HELL? *my ex did it
wanna play games, they said we ignored them ==
wanna yamcha, they said we this and that
wanna time for rest, they do not let n wanna us to chat with them especially during midnight
wanna freedom, they said we don't care them anymore
wanna their care, they just cant give us even just A LITTLE
wanna them stop their game even just a while to accompany us, they will said "i need FREEDOMS!"

when girls meet their love one, we will keep MSG with them
cause we miss them
cause we love them
cause we need them
but.. they will said that we're so annoying? irritating?

my friend told me something, boy's principle:
we don't want to message doesn't means we don't love you, just some times when we doing something or we want FREEDOM, we will feel annoying or may be irritating.. so whenever we need freedoms, let us have it.. don't MSG me =X

when we need it.. do guys give us this?
i don't think so..
i proved something again
life is just so unfair because we are girl

ღ by maycihh <3

all i need is just the FEEL

shld i giv up?
i am just a simple girl
that need feel all the time by him
but... y i cant get it..
is just a simple feel
very simple one.. but.. is like so hard to get it from him =X
i asked my friends for the opinion..
all of them told that.. they can feel the feel i wan all the time
is like duhh?!
emo all the time coz of tis
im just so silly
i controlling myself to not falling deep in him anymore
so i wont get myself in troubles =X
damn it!!
once i controlling, i found out.. i fell more deeply
again? NO WAY!!
i sked sumthing gonna happen like my ex?
they did nth make me hurt.. WHATEVER
try to pull myself away from it..
gonna continue to like euu but nt gonna fall so deep til euu ask for belonging =X

ღ by maycihh

HOLIDAY <33333

today have the last 3 papers
physics III, pj, and sivik
the time is like a snail, past so slowly =X
after skul, bendan went sing k wif his frens from sk 1 n 2 ehh
i cant join bcoz is sk classes gathering? i think la xD
so.. went bec home.. is like so OMG?
got nth to do AT ALL =X
watched jogoku shoujo while on9-ing
cant concentrate on it n totally not in mood so i dont kno what the show is showing x.X
he din even msg me o.O so fun at ther tim =XXX iissshhhh
kw invited me to play dota
and kelvin too.. so i joined them together in a game
the game WAS SO NOT FUN
every1 is arguing inside the game =X so OH MY GODDDD
and shld i go lagoon with kw they all if HIM not going?
comment pls T T
so now..
exam has finished.. so..
HOLIDAY HAS BEGAN =)
not going to skol anymore ^^ cool ehh =X
NO SKOL!!! =)
*my blogg really that details? xD then i shld improve my summarises skill xD
*hoping everything will remains or getting better or closer..
*the distance between me and you will be zero <3

ღ by maycihh <3

happy saturday <3

today is the 1st time i wore my high heel out =)
feel so excited xD haha
i fetched doctor to pyramid
then v hv our breakfast at kim gary
OMG? she was so HOT N SEXY weihhh
the nv ren wei very strong =)
n 1st she saw me.. she said 'omg? y euu suddenly bcome so tall? wahh` ur high heel.. very high wo'
hahas.. for her.. im short *is a fact
she praised me o.O xD
she said i mature d? look better =)
thx =PP ngek ngekk *let me ss =X
thenn.. went redbox wif doctor + nut
when bendan saw me, he gave me the same reaction "omg?! ur high heel so high!! euu so tall right now" =PP
LOL` i feel proud? coz i do not need to TAI TOU to talk wif them n match wif him =P xD ngahahaha
then.. fai n ling came..
after that.. went pizza hut. n omgg.. the situation was so messy..
nasib i kno how to control my stupid mood
if not i gonna scold the waiter like HELL
he is so damn stupid.. he cant hear wat i said zzz =X damn fxxxing stupid weihh
next.. v went for pool... kw was so pro.. damn yeng when he playing xD unfortunately.. i 4got to take pic =X
hv fun ther =)
went cinema to watch night of the musuem II
my eyes again... it will close it automatic =X
in cinema i fell so sleepy but on that time.. the eyes became so normal? xD
bendan sat bside me =) feel~ happy xD
haha
then went.. dont kno wher hv our dinner
talk LG ther =S ahahas
today was totally fun
but.. i got psycho problem..
after reahced home
i was so damn emo.. moody~
no idea wats wrong again? =X
i think im gonna suicide sumday =X
WHATS WRONG WITH ME?
nothing going to happen between them but im just so jealous?
emo? moody? i jealous for what?
he not belongs to me... we are just... friend that better than best friend?
i got no power to jealous.. to control him or whatever??
but.. why i got the jealousy? is like so oh my god!! =X
may be.. he is just so important for me <3
he meant everything to me.. but.. did i meant it to him?
heart broken emo.. im gonna emo for whole day

ღ by maycihh

life is just so unfair

OMG?
today i checked my blogg's date
i found out that i blogg everyday =X
i wonder why i hv so much time to blogg but no time for study?
when i take the book out of my cupboard
i refused to study n just put it aside n started to listen, sing song or ON9 again ==
exam in progressing, i shld study to get better result so.. got more confidence to get a awesome result in SPM
but i didn't...
i aiming 9A, i kno its a MISSION IMPOSSIBLE
but.. tis is my target
ppl told that the target can helps to motivate us to study
but.. i dont think so lo..
i just so hate study.. =X
but after holiday, im gonna work very hard on it =X
ppl thought im smart bcoz im in science class but actually
SCIENCE class so wat? v are human being that hv to eat,sleep n bla too right?
my parents,cousins,relatives put so much of effort or stress on me3 ?
my mom told that if i get 8A oni can get my laptop
but my bro got no A but fail too still can get it?
is so unfair =X
sumtimes i really feel like going to suicide
but im not that courage == o.O
so.. i used to cry nowadays =X
but fortunately, got sum1 supported me =)
so i feel much more better
thx alots <3>

ღ by maycihh <3
*tis article got abit ss xD

master piece =)

tis is fai's master piece xD
he draw it when having math exam
2 n a half hours.. such a long timee.. so.. he draw tis for pnut xD
very cute.. but WEI too =X
last time, i tot art class is those class then gather the bad student *sorry =X
but now.. I've changed my mind
art classes are a NICE class
those ppl were so frenly
they are even better than science classes student
their attitude, they wont compare anything wif their frens
jealous wont occur, they study when they need to do so
they enjoy when play wif their frens
not like science classes student
SUM of them *im using sum xD were so nerd? n.. they life were so damn boring~
is like so OMG? n today, i saw sumthing weird in the canteen
ms.N n ms.H were so.... ACT?
they look so close like best fren in front of us.. i means the crowd
but actually, they do not like each other deep inside their heart ==
but y they want to do so? cant they jz be bec themselves?
for wat they act so good in front of us? *yeeeeeeeeewwwwwwwww
but in art class, tis situation wont happen =)
so i love to fren wif themm ^^ hang wif themm
ART CLASS ROCK TOO <3

lets talk about today
today i suppose to go tuition for chem
but bcoz the heng jee wa
he influenced me,yein,n loong to ponteng xD
so v din go tuition but went 15's steak hse for lunchh =)
v hv fun at ther =) talk about lg xD
then went taman for isi masa lapang xD
when jee wa playing QIU QIAN, he suddenly fell down from it..
n his butt was so elastic xD after hit the floor
he still managed to sit bec to the chair == omgg.. too funny d
n i think i hv a psycho problem
after laughing, i've to cry to balance my mood??
if not i will feel uncomfortable n started to think sumthing really negative that no1 could understand?
so THE sum1 will bcome the victim to let me3 release my stress or moody mood? LOl`
sorry sorry =X
can any1 helps me to solve tis problem? T T

good in study doesn't means good in behaviour

ღ by maycihh <3

peanut's master piece ;)

i found out that exam is a gud time for the one who good in drawing to practice their drawing skill
like my tis fren =)
he did not wasted his precious time
he keep practice his latest master piece =)
he boro me3 home n of coz he expected me3 to scan n post on my bloggie
so.. i'll try my best make it famous =)
tis is draw by mr.PEANUT xDD
try to understand it... =X
is abit... GELI but .. is an art too =PP
jz used in a wrong place LOL`
=PP

花生e漫画 <3>
ღ by maycihh <3

FRIENDS

FRIEND
what you guys know about friend?
friend is the one who'll supports you whenever we need or do not need them?
friend is the one who'll gives you the advises whenever you need or do not need them?
friend is the one who'll cares on you whenever euu need or do not need them?
friend is the one who not going to betraye you no matter whats happen?
friend is the one who brighten ur life?
friend is the one who makes your life colourful?
friend is the one who brings happiness into your life?
friend is the one who loves you with their true heart?

friend really that good ?
i dont think so..
but atleast.. i found some of them that is really treated me nicely =)
i love them <3
ღ lee pei yein : the precious =)
ღ wai pey loo : the truth (;
ღ tan ying xin : the lovely <3
ღ chea yan yee : the twins ^^
ღ esther chai : the funniest =)
ღ mr.Peanut : the only one <333
ღ then yao fai : the newbie
ღ pak wee xen : the doctor =P
ღ heng jee wa : the bak chi =X
ღ liew kasheng : the fighter LOL`
ღ toh hsien qi : the baby
ღ lim ken min : the bestieee
ღ chong ying ying : the mui ;)
ღ nathan woon : the kor #1
ღ alvin lee : the kor #2
ღ stephanie : the sampat =D
ღ kelvin tan : the sot =X

more~ tell me3 if i left out =X
*sorry~ muacks

ღ by maycihh <3

<33 bloggie

so tired ehh
i've used up 6 hrs ++ on doing my blog to make it more interesting
dividers,blinkies of glitter-graphics =X
ytd i started to find those things
was so busy nehh
but bendan keep calling me3 to play dota
n faifai too xD
so i get influenced by them AGAIN
stop my work n dota again =)
played 2 rounds n my eyes almost cannot open
but bcoz of them n my bloggie
i have to control my eyes ehh =X
while chatting wif them, searching for the blinkies too
total of them is 639
i used almots 3 hrs but cannot finish to view all of it =X
fai asked me3 sum IQ question
i think i guess 4 correct our of 10 =X
half pun tak sampai ehh
no IQ n EQ =XXX
i slept at 3
n mr.bendan promised wanna come my hse today but he ffk
== seriously hate from being ffk lorhhh zzz
mood not really gud
awake at 1
then straight away open my comp to finish to works i haven done ytd =X
continue on searching the blinkies thingy
i helped baby to do her blogg
hope she will like it =)
i stop my work at 4.15 =X
used almost 2 hrs + ==
is a waste of times n energy
but now my bloggie bcome nicer n interesting *let me ss pls xD
so i think its worth =))
nth to do
so ciaoz ehh ;) <33>

*thx leng yng for taught me3 so many things yeaa

friday n saturday =)

friday

baby came my hse to teman me3 coz my parents went vietnam

but i feel so sorry to her

bcoz after that

i was playing dota wif my bro n min but she sat bside min n lying on his hand

sorry baby =X

after that they slept in my room *im bside them of course xD

v Che-chatting ther

hv fun ehh =)

saturday

i awoke at 8.30 =X

then lying on my diabetes bed until 9.30

i woke up n started to do my hsework
wash the clothes, sweep the floor,clean up my hse coz frens coming =PP
bendan reached my hse at 11 *if im not mistaken
thenn at 1st

he wanted to teach my dota

but he found out that.. i tis tuer.. seems too dumb d =X

after that, he refused to teach d xD

so i taught him math

he cant get wat i said

not bcoz he stupid, but is me3... too noob =X

i dont understand wat m i teaching too *sorry

then in my room

v do our own revision for 15 minutes plus

then started to talk n draw xD

tis is wat v draw =PP

i kno is ugly but.. i d do my best =X *refer to the pic on top coz i cant bring it down =X

anyway

today.. i really have alots of fun

jz at 1st fai n baby ffk

baby's daddy dont let her come =X pity sial

baby is ok =)

still got next time ^^ mahx

*thx bendan of giving me3 such a nice day =) muacks ;))

ღ by maycihh <3

say byebye to vietnam trip =P

my whole family except me n my bro were went to vietnam
but actually, my dad bought me3 the ticket d
n booked the hotel for me3 =X
but bcoz friday n monday got exam, so i decided to ffk my family
they get so angry but not really scold me3 bcoz i got the reason
and is reasonable =)
but of coarse.. tis was a plann =P
i planned to stay at home to study n play wif my frens
5 days at home without parents
i wan try how it's feel LOL`
toally get the freedom i want xD
but i look like the housekeeper =X
mop again
sweep the floor again
wash clothes
wash shoe
cook? *i dont even kno how to fried an egg =P
then when my frens come
i hv to serve them but actually not really xD
jz hope they hv fun =)

*sorry mom n dad.. really not purposely to ffk euu =X
*everything is just fine =) settle all those thingy n life peacefully =)
*atleast i kno euu love me =PPPP

exam week );

i really hate exam alots
i dont kno y government wan us to take exam
it makes us compare wif our frens
then the jealousy will come to us n make us do the cheating thingy ==
i tried b4 n tis was a terrible memory *sobb
never ever cheat in exam again =X
monday was bm 2 n bi 1
bm not bad la
i can ansed almost all the question but i dont think the ans are correct geh =/
bi 1.. the direct writing
the format.... was totally wif the real one
i cre8ed myself =X
tis time sure die 99 nehh

tuesday
add.math n chem
== add math.. paper 2
the paper contribute 100marks n i oni did 68 marks
not included wrong ans =X
chem.. mmg gg liao =X

b4 that.. i got a plan.. that is stayback to do revision wif sum1 *secret =X
he not taking exam for the day.. so he told he will reach skull on 1
after skull was already 1.10
i tot i was late so walked damn freaking fast
hope he wont wait me3 so long
but when reached the gate
i din saw him
i tot he was hiding or talking wif frens at the place that i cant c him
so i jz wait
he din on his phone so i cant contact him
my frens told that mayb he wait me3 at the bec door
so i walked to ther but i din saw him =X
after that jz folo esther to her hse
i called bendan n get his num
i called him* n waited him for 2 minutes plus to ans my call

mc: halo?
him: halo.. who r euu
mc:maycih here.. wher r euu
him:home.. i was sleeping jz now
mc:euu 4got euu promised to come skull for revision?
him:i late awake sorry.. wher r euu
mc:dont k

so i cut of the phone
after that i called him again to listen his explaination

mc:halo? maycih here
him:wher r euu? wher r them?
mc:wat them?? no 1 was staying except euu
him:ohh.. sorry la.. ytd hse out of eletricity.. i 5 sumthing oni sleep
mc:then? y euu off ur phone
him:my phone no bactery la k
mc:ur hse got no charger ka?
him:no electricity how to charge?
mc:euu said euu 5 sumthing sleep means got d la.. cannot charge ar?
him:d so late.. still k bout the phone meh? sure straight away go sleep lo.. wher r euu? alone? faster go home la.. dont alone
mc:i like it. so now i kno eu not cming then nth d
him:k byeee

actually i accept his excuses bcoz is reasonable
i jz hate the way he talks
like... so lanc?
i kno he didn't meant it
but that time my mood is really bad
i hv no idea y i so angry
now v nth d =X
im not mad on him anymoree
*sorry of being so rude
n i dont kno y i so angry xD

afternoon, i break my own record
i died 18 times *using lina =X
hahas
so.. i hv to paid mk rm 18 LOL
choi kui dou sho =P
exam for math n moral tomolo
i go hafal my moral luu
byee =X

*hope euu can get straight As in spm =) mahs

*hope euu wont get angry if euu saw tis post *to the sum1 xD

=) happy sat

today went pyramid wif bendan
he decided to watch movie wif soe.han they all
but i not really wan coz wif them
i feel very weird? xD
but he still called them to buy the ticket
after that v met fai at 7-11
then wailing at kim gary
the movie start at 2.30
n v went ajisen ramen at 2.30 xD
after that
v saw kw n xin wei
then v gave them our ticket nehh =)
FREEEEEEE~ xD
so gud hoh
then v walk here n ther
fiannly
v decided to go redbox
but one ppl 25++ =X
broke d xD
v sang until 7 sumthing
n the total is 146.70 *i think
i paid it
n all of them owing me3 xD
dota le
ciaoz =P

examination

exam is around the corner
it is on 11th of may
three more days to go
but i dont even start to study and yet
i online almost everyday for nothing
jz stare on the monitor ==
ppl is so busy with their sej la bio la chem la physics la
wateva la
but i really got no mood to study
i going to giv upp...
i hope i could stop school right nw
so i do no need to think about the mid-term exam
especially SPM
i can feel the stresssss right now ==
even though still 6 months to go
but 6 months are short ==
and tomolo i going out not for revision but hanggai ==
haiz
can anyone giv me3 ur study MOOD so i can study TOO
aixx


im not smart but jz forcing myself to be smart

pity me ;(

yesterday night
my stomach d not feeling so well *coz of THE THING
so i keep eat the vitamin that can cure the pain but it seems like doesn't works?
but i still dont k
still continued drink my lemon juice
at night
the pain bcome more serious le =X
i didn't tel my mom at 1st coz i d 17
so i think i can solve the problem myself
but..... i pain until vomit ==
so my mom gave me3 the vitamin to eat AGAIN
after that
they went to sleep
the pain didn't cure
at night
i vomited for 4 times
(sorry yiing jie, keep call euu awake =X)
finally
i hv to eat panaldo to cure it T T
i hate panaldo very much =X
so my mom don't let me3 to skol o.O
so now i got time to blogg xD
stomach still pain but still can tahan laaa =)
hope it wont pain anymore

I HATE PERIODDDD

STRESS

STRESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!
exam coming soon
i haven start to study yet
== T T
add math, biology, chemistry, physics laaaa
blablabla laaa
i sked i cannot get a good result
iiissssshhhh~
is my fault
when got free time
im not going to study but on9
I LOVE ON9 !
but after mid-term exam
i going to study VERY VERY hard nehh =)
so frens
stop influence me3 on9 for dota ya =X
LOL` ngek ngek
=P

=)

lets talk about thursday

v walked from 17 to 14 to eat our lunch b4 tuition

n v used 20 minutes to reach

n v were sweat until~!!!!

like bath without take off the shirt ==

then, while teacher teaching

me3 n kt did the same thing xD

v took a pic

n tis time was included 2 ppl =)

so happy xD

friday

planned to go pyramid wif bendan

but no gurl accompany me3

so i tried my best to find sum1 to teman

i asked charissa *my gf

vinccy *my baby

n both of them cannot out

so i jz ffk bendan

n v hv a small argument *sorry

then bro fetched me3 + mom + sis went ss 14 to hv our lunch

then went pyramid =)

v separated in to two place

i go find bendan

n they all go popular

found them *bendan n mk

then went popular

so.. mom went bec n i continued walk wif them

my not really high gehh high heel make my leg damn pain

so bendan n mk help me3 bought plasticine

then saw chee yeow n bing kang

me3 , bendan, mk dam dai them went gasoline

n mk was so no mood =X *cheer up!!! support euu =)

then 6 sumthing went home

bendan teman me3 to take bus *thx ;)

tis is the worst day for me3 =X

damn freaking sienz ==