unforgettable hurt < / 3

the hurt is unforgettable

when m i going to recover ??

no idea

by c I h < / 3

heart totally broken

in the birthday card
you told me to be happy & think positively so i would not feel sad anymore
so yeah, i tried my best to get rid of the sadness from my heart
and yes, i did it.. the sadness walks away itself while happiness stay inside my heart
i thought happiness gonna stay inside my heart for a long period of time
BUT
in turns another way round
you not happy what your best friend had did to you
i told you it was a joke
but you just ignore my words and walks away
so now i know, I'm nothing for you, not effective at all
i thought if your friend explains to you what is going on so you will be fine
you messaged him and asked for the answer
he is fine
but you still not satisfied with it
you said his answer is too cold for you
you said they don't even care about you
you said they can live happily without you
you said they gonna leave you some days
and you added the phrase "even you"
i did nothing wrong & just stay at your side to cheer you up
hope that you will be fine soon
but
what i get back is HURT
because of the FRIENDSHIP, you blame the RELATIONSHIP too
you not gonna put the efforts in both of the -ship anymore because you think that it is going to end it some days
you are losing the confidence on it
and now you are just care about the result of exam
you don't even care about my feel
i didn't force you to be with me
i didn't want anything from you
i learnt how to let you have freedom
I've changed
not the small girl that always
want you to reply my message
to be with me 24 hrs
I've change to become a independent girl
i cheer myself up to cheer you up
whenever i feel bored, i will try my best to cheer myself up again
just some times i going to mumbling for family stuffs
whenever I'm sad, i try not to let you know so that you can concentrate in your study
now, i have learnt to keep the feeling inside my heart
so i won't effect your mood
but slowly,
i found out that
i am not that effective to you
i am just a dust or even a microorganism in your heart
you can remove it so easily
your friend(s) are much more important than me
do not deny
i know it is the fact
or maybe the books, the result is the most important things
i am nothing for you anymore <>
or maybe from the beginning, im already nothing

by c I h <3

week story

well, i have never touch comp for almost a week
due to internet probs & weekdays so i cant on9
now.. is time to blogg ^^

sat
went pyramid with yy mei ping to celebrate our birthday
ping + mei : 21st of july
cih + yy :28th of july
so went redbox and exchanged present over ther
went wong kok to hv our lunch and met edward and zac
what will gurls do if they gathered ??
CAMWHORE xD
enjoy the pic xDDD

so after pyramid section
went baby's hse to prepare for iu day
camwhore again xDD

tuesday
my birthday (; 28th of july
went mcd with crowd to celebrate
was so suprise coz not expecting them to celebrate with me =P
thx thx ^^

after that went taman to play
kena xian by them ..
so . kena throw cake T T
but seriously fun
tis is the most happiest birthday i hv ever celebrate
thank you =) *iloveurpresentdamnfreakingmuch ^^

present from daphne <3

I WANT TO GO BABY'S BIRTHDAY PARTY TOMORROW

WHY IS HE GOING ?

sobb sobb T T

i wanna go baby !!!

by c h <3

phone bling-ing LOL

front

back
weeeeeee
i used almost 3 hrs ++ to done tis =)
amazing right ^^
the purple love wasted me half hr to done it
so bling xDD
total money i've used is RM25 ^^
cheap ehh ^^
satisfaction

head terseliuh xDDD

went post office to check the con
but unfortunately
when i reach , is already 5.00 and it close at 4.30 ==
DUHH ?
so tmr.. i got no con to wear
my eyes not gonna be big T T sobb sobb

anyway
i chosen the trasnparents dress to wear on iu day =)
not gonna be transparent anymore because i gonna wear jacket and pants inside ^^
excited LOL

pic time xD

the bitch emo-ing xD captured by peanut

sleeping beauty ?? or beast ? xDD *dont get angry xD

peanut teaching ccq hw but look like gaying ? hmm xD

guess what is it ? xD bought by bitch then xD

=)

^^ v

tis is the transparent dress ==

gonna wear tis to iu day .. can i wear it without legging ??

comment pls xDD
not bout pic but what to wear to iu day =)
thank you

WHAT THE F***
-------------------------------------------------------------------

i am so no mood right now
due to the dress i bought ytd
==
hmm.. i dont kno whats wrong with my little eyes
the dress is TRANSPARENT i cant even c it
DUHH ?
i think the fitting room got prob, the light is too leng
make my eyes blur so i cant c it ==
so today i tried to let my mom c n she was like
OMG ? are euu wearing pyjamas ??
euu wanna let others to c ur tummy and panty is it???
and blablabla
so she doesn't let me wear it out and ...
WHAT AM I GONNA WEAR ?
i started to hate iu day, it wasted
my money
my time
my energy

so now..
gonna go pyramid to search again
DUHH !!!!
hopefully i can get a nice one
PRAY PRAY PRAY

one more thing ..
MY CONTACT LENS !!!!
when will euu gonna reach my home
i need time to practice to wear it leh !!!!
oh please ~ !!
why everything seems not perfect to me ?
what i want i cant get it .. !!
god ! let me hv it please !
i will study nicely if i get a nice one !*praying

contact lens !!!

weeeeeeeeeeee
long time didn't update my blogg due to study xD
so now, lets get into my daily life xD

tuesday
stayed back to parade mcd to study with my gang
but bcoz of the god !! cry for no reason
so we have to walk under the rain
but nasib i saw my sui po so i borrowed hers umbrella ella eh eh xD *thank euu ^^
so me + ting were under the umbrella while others were under the rain LOL
reached parade with the wet body ~ duhh
after had our lunch
ting went back to skol at 3.30 *sorry, make euu so sesat =X
so taught the witchy bitch math
and i checked sum1's phone inbox and sent item
saw sumthing i beh song so send the gurl a msg
*can eu pls KINDLY f*ckoff ?*
and she replied with lot & lots of f*ck ~ hmmm
so no manners ehh xDD
when i saw the msg i laughed like duhh ?
dont kno y she so gek dong xD the reaction i unexpected xD
after study section, went teman wif bendan & ling
have fun over ther (;
*waiting the contact lens

wed
skip chinese class today & went pyramid with the gang AGAIN to buy my iu day dress
again, seriously have fun with them *ireallyliketostickwitheu <3
tried lot & lots of dresses with w.ling,y.ling & sok fen (=
crazee them (; syok to hangout with eu guys
found a leng dress and its just RM 50 =)
satisfaction full filled me LOL
but the dress is abit too plain, so gonna wear belt & necklace
any1 buy me please ? =P
tot my day gonna end up with a happy mood and start with a happy mood tmr
but.. unfortunately
MY CONTACT LENS NOT YET REACH !!
the gurl promised me i gonna get my con tis 2 days but i've waited for 2 WEEKS
i need it b4 iu day weihh T T
darnn !!!!!!!
my mood again from top of the heaven dropped till the end of the hell
haiz ~ i want contact lens to make my eyes look bigger weihhh
DAMN !!!! =X DUHH
buy me a colour len PLEASE !!!
as my birthday present '? xD
i gonna love euu if euu buy for me LOL
T T
colour lens !!!!!!

lots of pic to upload but due to my moody mood
so no pic
ciaoz

ღ by ch <3

happy day (;

today sn 1, 2 & tk got a trip to sunway university college
all of us were so excited without reason xD
reached ther bout 8 sumthing
a woman named DOT gave us a speech =)
she is so frenly =) she doesn't know me n i nvr talk to her but i like her =P
so after that ann the stuff brought us to view the whole sunway college
took sum nice photo and is drawn by the students


yeahh, is the BUTT xD







love tis pic the most (;

we walked from 9 sumthing to 11
is like WTF?
at skol we used to take our BREAKFAST at 10.30 but today
we took our BREAKFAST & LUNCH in one shot at 11.30
duhhhhhhh !!! i cant leave without food & yeah
i almost faint xD but the food is really nice =)) weeeeee
hv fun with yein wa and alaxandra loong xD
after the lunch
me esther + yein bought SAN FRANSISCO extreme mocha LARGE x2 for oni RM15
is DAMN CHEAP and i not really like to drink bcoz sumtimes the coffee is just too sweet for me
but OMG ? i fall in love to the coffee bcoz it was SO DAMN NICE
the taste not only just sweeet but a little bit bitter
THE TASTE IS REALLY DAMN GOOD
xD
fall in love with sunway university college


12.15 we back to skol and i went to find bendan to chit chat awhile =0 *ibykmisseuueuutautak
suppose to go home by mini bus with min and fai khean + shankara
but met yuin hann and baby and get influenced by them xD
so called my mom to inform her i gonna stay again and yeah
she scold me 99
but i dont k, send her a aplogize msg and headed to baby's hse
then went back to skol AGAIN coz baby n yh(jie) got wushu tranin by taxi and..
baby fell in love to the driver bcoz he is so damn nice? LOL
anyway, took sum CRAZY pic ther =)

say cheese xD my teeth damn cacat T T

so went mamak with jie & baby to hv our gossip time
enjoy the time with them
really nice to talk with them
so yeah
waiting for the next time to come (;

weeeeeeeee~
gonna call sum1 to gossip again
so ciaoz
btw
enjoy the pic that never been edit xD
and i 4got to rotate
so yeah
turn ur head to the right to c =)
take good care of ur eyes
the pic is abit... xD

ღ by cIh <3

i hate sunday

sunday sunday is a boring day
anyway (;

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ESTHER SELETYN CHAI SHI YUN
my beloved darling
euu hv to grow more mature but anyway
in class, euu still hv to sot with me =)
i love you (;

so..
ytd slept at 3.45 am coz of ffs in fb
im addicted to it =X
no idea why =P
my value increses like ROCKET
from 50 + m to 100+ m =)
thx to daphne & kok kok tong hee``
then went out for yamcha with baby,zy,cy & jj
zy's very 1st time gave to us =)
baby is the 1st gurl he fetched *i think ?
so we shout and laugh damn loud =)
i found out that chun yip is so humorous
he make me laugh until cry xD
on the way back to ss 15
baby drove us back and OMG ?!
she didn't sit for undang == and she doesn't know the rules ??!!!
so the journey was like so scary
well, sorry.. again.. i shout coz of scariness xD
get complaint by every1 so yesh
next time i won't shout again =P sorry xD
and.. me and zy saw sumthing that is very disgusting
sum1 KOREK HIDUNG while they driving
his didn't close the windows so he expected us to saw it ?
duhh !! please laa.. BEHAVE xD

after the yamcha session
my mood was from the TOP of the heaven drop until the BOTTOM of the hell ==
no idea why
maybe kena effect by him luu
haiz ~
and now.. he went for bed but now im still blogging
only him can cure my sadness =X but he doesn't know
haaaa`` anyway
is time to sleep =)
so yea, ciaoz *imissyoubabe

THEN YAO FAI IS A WITCHY BITCH =)

ღ by maycihh <3

ytd night
angry him coz of sum reason
i dont kno y i will get so angry coz actually
he really did nothing wrong ==''
but i just so emo so i off my phone

morning, dont kno y awake so early
but i still cant get his msg
so my mood was totally bad ==
meimei cannot go out coz she said she has to teman gm to hv lunch
so.. i tot today i hv to stay at home with boredom
nasib he got msg me and my mood feel better d
after that fai called me out
so went pyramid to join him,wye ling,ccq & yen ling + kok wee
once i reach, they pretending cant c me bcoz of my height *obviously is too short
well, i proud of my height xD
then met baby,zy,zh,zx,kc,jj at sushi .... *4gotten the name o.O
watched ice age 3 3D
anyway, 3D for me is nothing special
so guys !! dont watch 3D for it xD

then home at 6 sumthin
called him at night again
whenever i heard his voice, my mood will auto increase o.0
dont ask me why coz im trying to figure it out too *imissyoumuchybabe
watching final destination 2 =)
tis is the best movie ever *i means final destination but not just episode 2
the way they die is seriously fantastic =)
cool man and i kno august got final destination ? 3D =)
I WANT TO WATCH
can sum1 teman me ?
baby, of course euu are the one =)
the euuuuuu !! euu know who im saying =)
con !!! im waiting euu =P

ღ by maycihh <3

mood swing !

is tis shirt nice?

baby & me

tis 2 look the same

nowadays
i found out that limkenmin is getting more humorous d
whatever he said gonna be very funny and make me laugh damn LOUD
today sat bus went home with shankara , faikhean & km
i sat with km n shankara sat bhind
km makes me laugh damn LOUD and b4 reach home
shankara complained bout me ==
'if next time euu hang out wif ur boii fren and his fren makes a joke, euu laugh until like tis, ur bf sure tak suka one, dont laugh like xxx !"
LOL pity me, laugh oso kena complain o.O
so now, i think i have to change my laughter ==
but its really funny what.. what to do
and lkm is the SPERM KILLER


why ?


is a cold joke xD
sum guys told me mint is the sperm killer, and km last name is min
min = mint *the pronunciation
so min is the sperm killer
i kno it is LAME !!
dont beat me *hide
but tis makes me laugh like hell
all the passengers in the bus look at me =X

night
my mood actually is not bad
played dota with jj, sl, jw, and sp
i killed 2 =)
but afterwards, Mr. P spoil my mood
i dont kno whats wrong wif me nowadays
my mood swing upside down !!!
he cannot go out anymore at weekends due to SPM !!!
TUITION TUITION & TUITION
tuition everyday except for wed & sun but he cannot out on weekends
darn !! and just can stay back & ponteng
im gud girl *winkwink
so i dont ponteng
means ??
i cannot hang out with him anymore
tis seriously spoil my mood =X
aix ~

tmr.. might be going out wif my lovely
maybe meet bitch and wye ling ther ~
I WANT TO CHIONG K !!

MOOD !!! I NEED YOU !! and you too bendan

ღ by maycihh <3

cosmetic pls !!

OMG
i cant wait the day to reach !!
i going to get my contact lens within 5 days =)
weeeeeeeee~
and now ther is a prob ==
how to wear and take off o.O
i heard alot of ppl say that 1st time wear gonna waste long time to it ==
gosshh ~ can sum1 teach me ? o.o

finally .....
i kno how to wear fake lashes d
but nit a lot of practises =P
coz not really leng o.O maybe is my skill's fault again luu ==

anyway !!!!
im totally broke..
i used RM 40 to buy the contact lens
coz i wanna get it as soon as possible for my birthday xD
and normal price is oni RM 23 - 30
+ the service is really good =) so i gonna buy from her again
anyone who is interested to buy tell me bahh =)

my cosmetic is too little =X
i need blushes !!
i need nice fake lashes !!
i need eyes shadow !!
white & black !!
i need loose powder !!
tis gonna cost me bout Rm 100 + and i got no money to buy it now o.O
i oni got Rm 60
what to do now ?
I NEED MONEY !!!
MONEY MONEY MONEY !!!!
god !!
please drop me sum money from the sky xD haha
ohh yaa, anyway.. i have to thx soe yoong
she helped me alot from getting my contact lens
arigato =) thank you =) terima kasihh =) xiexie =)
*sei sui po, stop calling me lenglui please !! ibykmissu <3

ღ by maycihh <3

contact lens PLS !

I WAN CONTACT LENS WITH ENLARGEMENT !!
i wan my small little eyes look bigger and nicer
make up doesn't help alots coz my stupid skill
DUHH
i know can get it from website gehh
i did try to order and submit the order
but.. no response
i am sure the Internet was running gud at that time
but no idea y ehh T T
i want it b4 my birthday
so please tell me wher to get =)

anyway
today i got a new nickname from my classmate
because the way i talk like 'chicken' xD
why ar? i used to make my voice into a very high key n say yametehh ~~
if euu wanna kno how i say?
come to me and i'll show euu xDD
so they said my qian shi is 'chicken' and qian qian shi is the mother of it xD
so now my new name is mama sang xD
and now whenever they point to me and say 'c maycih then euu will kno the number'
all of them gonna ans the same ans at the same time ==
that is
sampat
38
lame ehh =X
haiz ~
next time saw me..
cal me mama sang or 38 bahh xDD

teach me how to make up pls
i nit my eyes look as big as xiao pei xD
i kno i cant compare to her but..
at least sumthing like her then i satisfied gehh (;
or maybe soe yoong or puihan =)
can euu guys teach me ?
be polite xDDD

anyway
DAPHNE
euu are my sui po (; heartss ^^

ohh yaa,
tis month, got a ppl *i think he/her is?
helped me reload every monday at 5 sumthing ?
and today he/her was late
reload at 7 sumthing ==
but tis time the amount is bigger
RM 20 ==
if euu saw my article, can euu pls kindly tel me who r euu?
euu hv already helped my reload for RM 40
i want to know who r euu =P
anyway, thx yea xDD
imissyou <3
ღ by maycihh <3

emo

weeeeeeee lala
long time nvr update my bloggie d
coz recently, im addicted to drogonica
so lazy to blogg
my mood is so down right now
so choose to blogg again xDD

6/29
HAPPY BURFDAY TO LAW SENG LEI
my honey
sorry for the late wish ehh
i promised her i will wish her here
but coz of the laziness and my short term memory loss
so now oni i did my promised
but atleast i didn't break the promise xD

thursday
went parade with bendan, dar and fai
1st, i would like to thx my darlynx =)
darlynx i think eu kno the reason ^^ muacks
went mcd to hv our lunch
gave the stars i fold to him (; hope he will like it
then teman dar to sinma, gao gao zhen with bendan and fai xD
then went mph to find toe star's paper
found and its look excatly nice =)
jun hung, dar' bro fetch us home
his drive skill not bad ehh coz nvr bang xDD
went home and started to do my star
i done 152 at one night (;
im PRO xDD
anyway, i cried again
reason? dont ask !
just so emo

ytd , sat
went to pyramid with my baby vncCy (;
hv breakfast at kim gary
chit-chat bout 1 hr + ehh =)
and now, i gonna cal her baby sifu xD
she is so damn chun weihh
i love her damn damn muchh (;
mwah
planned to buy shirt for my burfday and present for my frens
so went hello planet bought 3 presents and used up Rm 71 o.O
totally broke d
get fai the bitch call, he said he goin pyramid at 12 AM
and he called me to wait him == so lame
went kitchen to try shirt
the shirt was not bad
but it doesn't suit my heels
so din buy =X
went popular to buy correction tape and magizine
met fai then staright went pasta zammai hv our lunch
baby's pasta was seriously nice
mine is terrible and fai's not bad too
met cq, karene, and qq
then went body glove to buy baby's shirt
after that bought bubble tea
and my mood was down at that time
all of them said me n sum1 got ai mei
but actually nothing lo
i dont kno wat i've did make them say so
my heart got oni one person and is already full filled
i hope tis will be over coz i sked sumday
he not gonna trust me anymore
tis few days, i cant find the mood to study, happy or talk
can anyone pls help me ?
i need happiness in my life *and euu too

anyway
im NS SURVIVER
congratulation to
esther seletyn chai shi yun
lee ka full
shumetha kaur
wai pey loo
lee su xin
nicole d'cruz
then yao fai xDD
choy chan quen

*lazy to upload pic, sorry
ღ by maycihh <3